.' I am thinking about the time when my best friend died, and when I stopped being myself and my life started going to hell.                  It happened maybe two or three years ago. The day is very clear in my memory. The weather was cold and nasty. The monotonous rain made everything outside look gray. I was at home, waiting for my girlfriend to arrive. I was sitting on the couch drinking hot tea and …showed first 75 words of 762 total…

…showed last 75 words of 762 total…back to earth, to the world with sun and happiness. It soothed the pain in my heart and healed my soul. I talked to myself and realized what I wanted and what I needed in my life. As I see it, I found myself in myself.         Since then I always turn for help, not to a doctor, but to my own self, and I always find          exactly what I need there. I learned the lesson.